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astoria demos

by hemlock

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    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.

    also includes baby's first digital zine, 'lyrics and lists' -- a twenty-page work to accompany the sonic compilation.

    a makeshift scrapbook of lyrics, lists, doodles, images -- isolation coping and catharsis.
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i'll go away but can i stay right here with you for a while the cactus tree miss joni sings of i feel it in my autumn bones what does it mean to be free in the winter, when you want someone to hold you for a while a freedom that is not aimless has the warmth of the sun on my palms what does it mean to be free in the winter, when you want someone to hold you for a while what does it mean to be free in the winter, when you want somewhere to hold you for a while
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I’m teary eyed on commercial street your neighbors paint their front porch green the river smiles her mouth open wide n the clouds all clear the sun she shines the only way out is through sometimes the only way out is ill learn the things to pass the time that i meant to know that slipped me by ill braid my hair ill make the rice ill do my best oh how i try the only way out is through sometimes the only way out is
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"humor the notion," prophetic dreams, snow pilin up on my passenger seat where you sat, left a crack in the window to slip through, I woke to the thought of it all mid-march-miraculous midnight “one more time”s absentmind-drivin straight thru that red light go means green means naive go means green means naive (wonder what Longview smells like today a love and alive and a hope and away) in moderation anything’s okay makes my stomach hurt but I love the taste
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don’t talk to me like that, babe, or I’ll go so far away from here don’t look at me like that, babe, I won’t wait around to hear you say you’re sorry
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monday grey 01:32
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one by one 01:50
you say: I’m just as full of shit as anybody else i tie my heartstrings one by one n I’m afraid to ask for help sometimes I’m just as full of love as any other heart i put my boots on one by one but i still don’t know where to start sometimes, mmm-hmm I’m just as full of shit as anybody else i put my drinks down one by one n ill be damned to ask for help sometimes I’m just as full of love as any other heart i’ll tear these walls down one by one but i just don’t know where to start sometimes, mmm-hmm
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fingers 03:44
I’m tired when I asleep, I’m tired when I awake, the time that we are given is all the time it takes I’m glad to be away, all Tender and Alone, the time that we have taken is ours each on our own but I can’t put my finger on it I’m tired when awake, scared of my own dreams, can’t hold on to the future (when you) can’t see past this week so hold tight to your lovers they’ll teach us how to talk to make time for each other to relearn how to walk when I can’t put my finger on it

about

songs n scraps n samples n souvenirs recorded on iphone in Astoria, Oregon, between september 2019 - april 2020

a variety pack + e-zine
mostly unmixed, unmastered, unpolished, unbothered
thanks for listening,

take care

credits

released April 14, 2020

all written & recorded by Carolina Chauffe, with the wonderful exception of:

knock on would - music by Will Elias, lyrics co-written by Will Elias
like that - venova by Will Elias
fort columbia - venova improvisation by Will Elias

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swamp-raised, ATX/chicago-based, phone-fi post-folk
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(heart archive)
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hemlocksounds@gmail.com
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xo,
carolina

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